跟著忤逆客聽英樂

Billie Eilish - Wish You Were Gay (希望你是同性戀)

「多希望你不是不愛我，只是不能愛我」

聽到這首歌的時候其實挺有感觸
版主曾經以為喜歡的女生是Lesbian（後來發現不是
好為對方不回自己訊息做合理的解釋
歌詞中也提到為了維護自己渺小的尊嚴
希望愛人的性向不是自己來得到安慰
愛不到就詛咒別人轉性真的太壞了（但我喜歡 <3
這種想法雖然自私，但相信戀愛中的男女或許都曾有過
不被愛時總會想著自己哪裡不好
不斷以各種方法說服自己
這只是其中一種方法（而非歧視任何性向
諷刺的是，在寫完這首歌後
Billie Eilish 發現她愛的那個男生真的是Gay...

[Verse 1]
Baby, I don't feel so good
寶貝，我的心情不太好

Six words you never understood
你永遠不會明白的六個字

"I'll never let you go," five words you'll never say (Aww)
「我絕不會讓你走」，是你永說不出口的五個字（噢）

I laugh alone like nothing's wrong
我暗自笑著像是沒事發生一樣

Four days has never felt so long
從未感受如此漫長的四天

If three's a crowd and two was us, one slipped away (Hahahahahahahaha)
如果三人行中我們是其中兩個，另一顆落單的心則悄悄溜走（哈x8）

[Chorus]
I just wanna make you feel okay
我只是想讓你好過點

But all you do is look the other way
但你只顧東張西望、騎驢找馬

I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
我無法告訴你我有多希望自己不要留下

I just kinda wish you were gay
我只是有點希望你是個同性戀

[Verse 2]
Is there a reason we're not through?
有什麼理由能解釋為什麼我們跨越不了友誼的那條線？

Is there a 12 step just for you?
有沒有收服你的12個步驟？

Our conversation's all in blue
我們的對話框總是藍色的

11 "heys" (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
就說了11次「嘿」（嘿，嘿，嘿，嘿）

Ten fingers tearing out my hair
10隻手指在撕扯我的頭髮

Nine times you never made it there
你放我9次鴿子

I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away (Yay)
我一個人在7點吃著飯，你卻只在6分鐘之遙處（耶）

[Chorus]
How am I supposed to make you feel okay
我該如何讓你好過點

When all you do is walk the other way?
當你所做只是走向彼方？

I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
我無法告訴你我有多希望自己不要留下

I just kinda wish you were gay
我只是有點希望你是個同性戀

[Bridge]
To spare my pride
為了保留我最後的自尊

To give your lack of interest an explanation
給出你不是對我沒興趣的解釋

Don't say I'm not your type
請別說我不是你的菜

Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
就騙我說不是你愛的性向吧

I'm so selfish
我是如此自私

But you make me feel helpless, yeah
但是你讓我感到無助，耶

And I can't stand another day
我無法再多忍受任何一天

Stand another day
不能再多承受一天

[Chorus]
I just wanna make you feel okay
我只是想讓你好過點

But all you do is look the other way
但你總只顧東張西望、騎驢找馬

I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
我無法告訴你我有多希望自己不要留下

I just kinda wish you were gay
我只是有點希望你是個同性戀

I just kinda wish you were gay
我只是有點希望你是個同性戀

I just kinda wish you were gay
我只是有點希望你是個同性戀

〈英文歌詞來源〉：Genius Lyrics